History

Okay.
It's midnight.
And I can't sleep.
Jon's right. I need to rethink my sleeping habits.
I have a lot on my mind. Good things. Amazing things, actually.
Last night. . .okay, so this past weekend. . .was amazing.
Walls came down.
God is AWESOME!
I have been so blessed to have such an amazing guy in my life.
It's stunning.
Last night just hit me in the right spot, I guess.
We needed that.
I needed to be forgiven.
And I am.
100%.
God's like that, too.
No matter how many times we fall, He still comes and picks us up again.
He always forgives us.
Before last night, I guess I've never seen a true picture of that. I mean, my parents have forgiven me for sins and mistakes.
Last night was the first time I've ever bared my soul for someone outside of my family, to that extent.
And it was freeing.
No more secrets. No more dark closets with hidden past mistakes.
Just freedom.

Yesterday is history.
And history is miles away.
So leave it all behind you.
Let it always remind you of the day
The day
That love made history.
~Jistory, Matthew West